My first Investments

Yes, more stuffs..


Which I shall not post up here for the time being, as I'm feeling very poor.. :p


My Cutie Spree loots have arrived since last week, but my priorities lie somewhere else so I have yet to collect.



I'm going to be penniless. And today, it hit me squarely in the face, that I could have bought a 32" to 37" LCD TV. I got hit twice -_-""



*This is an investment, this is an investment, this is an investment* - chanting



PS: Oppa, don't be too concerned ok. I would rather you not be a Transformer :D

Hurricanes are named after me.
I am strong. I am tempestuous.
I am the calm of Audrey Hepburn.
Before the storm of Charlie's Angel.
I may not be able to read maps sometimes.
But at least I can ask for directions.
I love shoes, one pair is never enough.
I can do everything Fred Astaire did.
Backwards and in high heels.

I am a woman, hear me roar.

Tisha Campbell I don't wanna be!

My lips are still terribly swollen. I look and feel horrible and depressed.


Is it allergies? I don't know, I put wax on my braces last night, but this morning my lips were still extremely swollen!



Sorta like her



Except that she did that to herself on purpose.



I am so depressed. Please let it get better and never come back.


Hurricanes are named after me.
I am strong. I am tempestuous.
I am the calm of Audrey Hepburn.
Before the storm of Charlie's Angel.
I may not be able to read maps sometimes.
But at least I can ask for directions.
I love shoes, one pair is never enough.
I can do everything Fred Astaire did.
Backwards and in high heels.

I am a woman, hear me roar.

My lips have been bloody swollen the past 2 days!!!


I think I may be having a allergic reaction to the nickel in my braces, but I'm praying it's not.


The inside of my lips are chafed by my braces and looks like there are alot of mini blisters!! Eeeewwwww...


And my most recent roll came out crap again. Only 19 prints this time.. Haiz..


Wanna quicky finish the Fuji 200 rolls and revert back to Kodak 400. Much better results..

Hurricanes are named after me.
I am strong. I am tempestuous.
I am the calm of Audrey Hepburn.
Before the storm of Charlie's Angel.
I may not be able to read maps sometimes.
But at least I can ask for directions.
I love shoes, one pair is never enough.
I can do everything Fred Astaire did.
Backwards and in high heels.

I am a woman, hear me roar.

How we suffer for the sake of beauty

My teeth hurt, hurt, hurt :(


I have gotten my braces. And boy is it troublesome and painful.


I haven't started the tightening process, now it's at the alignment stage. But it is already giving me alot of grief.

Can't imagine how painful it will be when they start tightening.. *bah*


But I have committed, can't go back now. Not with four ugly gaps.


Haiz.. How we suffer for the sake of beauty..


PS: I look like Ugly Betty w/o her good complexion *Grrr*

Hurricanes are named after me.
I am strong. I am tempestuous.
I am the calm of Audrey Hepburn.
Before the storm of Charlie's Angel.
I may not be able to read maps sometimes.
But at least I can ask for directions.
I love shoes, one pair is never enough.
I can do everthing Fred Astaire did.
Backwards and in high heels.

I am a woman, hear me roar.

Low blood sugar again

I'm feeling really really bad. Cold sweat and very very weak. My hands and body is trembling. Think my blood sugar is low again, so I'm eating leftover doughnuts to alleviate the symptoms. Can't be because I didn't eat. I just ate Hor Fun around 1 plus 2.


Sometimes I wonder if I'm diabetic? I really hope not, I pray not. The last time I took a blood test, I was not. Please let it be so..


Trying to get photoshop and rest. Kessie is still feeling bad.. As usual :/

Hurricanes are named after me.
I am strong. I am tempestuous.
I am the calm of Audrey Hepburn.
Before the storm of Charlie's Angel.
I may not be able to read maps sometimes.
But at least I can ask for directions.
I love shoes, one pair is never enough.
I can do everthing Fred Astaire did.
Backwards and in high heels.

I am a woman, hear me roar.

I make my life more difficult

What is wrong with me?

I don't know what i want
I'm 22 and i am still aimless
I have no ambition
I am too lazy to do the things i really wanna do
I have no discipline
I am wasting my life

I know there is something lacking
But i don't bother trying to find it
I am not satisfied
With any aspect of my life

I have no confidence
Where did it go?
Is is him?
What do i want for myself?
Us?

Low self esteem
No help
Hide behind a happy facade
Veneer cracking
crumbling at the edges

How long more?
Til the walls come down?

I need something, someone
What?

GOD HELP ME

Please...

Les rêves, la réalité ?

I woke up today, from a bad dream.


It was so scary because it was so real and believable.


It may actually happen.


He told me that dreams are the opposite of reality. So if it's bad, it won't happen.


I'm crossing my fingers.



So anyway, i didn't make it to work.. Sick.



There's this stabbing sharp pain at the top right side of my head. It throbs in unison with my heartbeat.


I realised that when i close my left eye and only use my right eye, the pain is more intense and frequent.



Scary



(Another onset of hypochondria?)



-0blique ill-
Save me from myself