Fly me to the Moon, please...

Hello World...


Been a nonblogger for quite awhile.
Life, in a word, atypical of a teenager instead of a mature young lady, SUCKS.. -bleargh-



Breaking out, rough rough skin.
Flabby and bloated.
Dry like straw, brittle.
Lazy eye.
Jean Reno.
Go figure..


So.. Stuck in a rut.
Self esteem at an all time low.
Need money.


Options:
1. Continue with AT
2. Full time Tutor
3. NIE
4. Free spirit


The problem with moi.. I don't wanna do stuff i don't like. I procrastinate. I think and think and think. But nothing gets decided.


Options:
1. Study


How?
Try:
1. Appeal for NTU (with a freaking 1.92 GPA?!!!)
2. SIM ($$$$$$$$$ )= )
3. Laselle, NAFA, Raffles Design (Talent?? $$$$ /:<)
4. NIE
5. Private 'A's


If only i had the money.. I am trying my best to save, save, save..


Feel so blah.. *Grrr*


I wanna better, trimmer, healthier me..
If i stop working will i be able to achieve that?


Should i blow 400 bucks on my skin?
New York Skin Solutions, is it good?


What happened to the old me?
Depressed.