Stick a gun in my face and pull the fucking trigger

Just got a new sh*tload of Transformers.


*sigh*


I'm trying my 'bestest' to stop. But it is just so hard!!!


2 Binaltechs
Omega Supreme
Trans Scan Bumblebee
Premium Bumblebee
Premium Blackout
Premium Ironhide

Plus others which I got previously,
Premium Barricade
Premium Jazz
Did I update Cliffjumper?


Argh!!!



My PGMall spree #1 has finally all arrived, with only 3 OOS items.


It's so tedious to make sure that all the items are in order, keep track of the payments.
Do all the calculations, double-check all the items/images, and it's not like I get any perks at all -_-"


But most women love bags, and I know many who love cheap-ass (but passable quality) bags.
I like to share.....


Just sent another order for PGMall Spree #2 for 2 babes and 2 husbands (so sweet ya).
Won't be doing it again liao, coz I dislike having to collect money from people for payment when the goods take 1-3mths to arrive. But I can't afford to pay upfront first either.



Waiting for my other sprees to arrive. Soon I hope..


I'm so disappointed that I won't be able to go Bangkok with Oppa on his birthday. My mama refuses to allow me to go.



At my age, I really feel frustrated at my lack of freedom. But I hate the sentence "As long as you live under my roof, you follow my rules", thrown at me.

Would $400 a month be too much to pay for freedom?

That would be an extremely drastic measure.

Hurricanes are named after me.
I am strong. I am tempestuous.
I am the calm of Audrey Hepburn.
Before the storm of Charlie's Angel.
I may not be able to read maps sometimes.
But at least I can ask for directions.
I love shoes, one pair is never enough.
I can do everything Fred Astaire did.
Backwards and in high heels.

I am a woman, hear me roar.

Too much for me to take

I hate getting disappointed.


I detest getting disappointed, played-out, and not getting any apology.


I should have stuck to what I know.



Always depend on yourself.



Don't come grovelling. I am mightily pissed-off and sickened to think I was weakening towards your persistence.


This has happened one too many times. Don't make promises you can't keep.



You had so many chances.



I'm far from perfect. But you're further.

Hurricanes are named after me.
I am strong. I am tempestuous.
I am the calm of Audrey Hepburn.
Before the storm of Charlie's Angel.
I may not be able to read maps sometimes.
But at least I can ask for directions.
I love shoes, one pair is never enough.
I can do everything Fred Astaire did.
Backwards and in high heels.

I am a woman, hear me roar.

My experience

Ok, so I went for my first makeover ever (complimentary) a couple of days ago.



The experience was fun. The results were really disappointing.



I had high expectations. Professional photographer, makeup and all.
But the raw images were, well... demoralising.



The only reason I would look good is if they photoshopped almost every bit of it.



There wasn't a need for photography skills or good lighting. What's the point if you are just gonna photoshop the whole picture anyways.



They were the worse pictures of myself I have ever seen.



So anyways, you get to pick 2 photos. I had a hard time coz most of them were seriously awful.
And the below is one of the better ones, which I have already tweaked abit and added a lens flare. *tres cool*



I think I prefer taking normal photos and photoshopping them instead. Makeovers are so not me. With all the posing and fake smiles. I usually make goofy faces and do ridiculous actions, which might not look as hot but look much more natural.



Anyways, I'll write it off as an eye opener. :D

Hurricanes are named after me.
I am strong. I am tempestuous.
I am the calm of Audrey Hepburn.
Before the storm of Charlie's Angel.
I may not be able to read maps sometimes.
But at least I can ask for directions.
I love shoes, one pair is never enough.
I can do everything Fred Astaire did.
Backwards and in high heels.

I am a woman, hear me roar.

My lips have been bloody swollen the past 2 days!!!


I think I may be having a allergic reaction to the nickel in my braces, but I'm praying it's not.


The inside of my lips are chafed by my braces and looks like there are alot of mini blisters!! Eeeewwwww...


And my most recent roll came out crap again. Only 19 prints this time.. Haiz..


Wanna quicky finish the Fuji 200 rolls and revert back to Kodak 400. Much better results..

Hurricanes are named after me.
I am strong. I am tempestuous.
I am the calm of Audrey Hepburn.
Before the storm of Charlie's Angel.
I may not be able to read maps sometimes.
But at least I can ask for directions.
I love shoes, one pair is never enough.
I can do everything Fred Astaire did.
Backwards and in high heels.

I am a woman, hear me roar.

Disappointments, one after another

I'm sick of getting disappointed. This is the worse birthday ever so far.


My poor mama is sick too... Hope she gets well soon..

Hurricanes are named after me.
I am strong. I am tempestuous.
I am the calm of Audrey Hepburn.
Before the storm of Charlie's Angel.
I may not be able to read maps sometimes.
But at least I can ask for directions.
I love shoes, one pair is never enough.
I can do everthing Fred Astaire did.
Backwards and in high heels.

I am a woman, hear me roar.

Under-exposed

I just got another 2 rolls developed.


Arghhhh... The photos are mostly crap. *cries*


Underexposed, off centre and I'm missing 30 prints.


Took the below with my handphone.

Underexposed and shadow at the bottom right.
Due to the lens being too long and flash.

Not centered but at least the colours were pretty good.




It should look like this

So disappointed, but I won't give up so easily.


Have gotten advise from the people at the forum, so I'll try again and again.


If only the cost wasn't so high!!

Hurricanes are named after me.
I am strong. I am tempestuous.
I am the calm of Audrey Hepburn.
Before the storm of Charlie's Angel.
I may not be able to read maps sometimes.
But at least I can ask for directions.
I love shoes, one pair is never enough.
I can do everthing Fred Astaire did.
Backwards and in high heels.

I am a woman, hear me roar.