Beans, Beans, the musical food. The more you eat, the more you toot -*D!siLLus!on3d B!@tch*-: October 2005
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Thursday, October 20, 2005

L'argent fait le monde aller le rond ? *Long entry*

Fuck man! I don't have the time. nor the brain capacity to recap what i lost. Even if i did, the tone would be totally different.



Dammit!


Anyway, basically i was expounding on my spending habits. About how bad I'm getting. Just splurge without thinking. And overspending. These few days, I spent quite alot. And I'm now down to $15.


I'm out of control.



I really shouldn't be spending like that coz 1. I'm not a rich man's daughter 2.I'm not a rich woman's daughter 3. I'm not rich 4. I don't have a job 5. I don't know when i will get a job 6. I still don't have a job 7. I don't have a rich husband 8. Or a rich boyfriend, for that matter 9. I don't have any inheritance 10. No trust fund either


So.... basically, If i'm broke, means I'm broke. I haven't gotten any allowance since August.



The original entry was really detailed, and i said alot more stuff. But now, ARGH!!!!! I'm damn pissed off that i lost that entry. Coz when i clicked Publish Blog, i had to login again. Then everything was gone!!!




Trashed.

Next!


I had a nice time with Suyin yesterday, erm.. tuesday.


Started the day with a conk up at my attachement place. I could not collect my last meagre cheque. Wasted the trip down.


I rushed to town to meet the babe. We went shopping. *Ker-ching* Many were heard that day. Suyin bought lots of cool stuff, ever the fashionista =p As for me, 1 top, 1 shorts, 1 hat. *Ker-ching, ching, ching* More then enough.


Later at night, we met Huiling and went over to Suyin's temp place to hang out. We played dress up -giggles- (Nothing kinky, mind you), took pictures, reminisced about our primary school days and just chilled. It was a really good chill out session. Huiling and I only left at 1 plus a.m.


I love my babes =)



Today, i had to go down to my attachment company again. Finally got my much needed cheque.

Rushed down to Raffles for an interview with an employment agency. I told the girl, Xueying, that i was just looking for part time, roadshow jobs. Coz I do not wanna find a permanent, full time job so soon. I have to think about what i really wanna do first. Hopefully, she can send some my way.. -cross fingers-


Mrtied down to PS to meet Mel. We walked around and waited for ZR to come. ZR aka Mr So-full-of-shit-and-very-very-crappy was in fine form. I laughed til my jaws ached, i felt like i needed cheek implants!


We caught the Skeleton Key. Huge disappointment, not scary at all. I have to agree with Suyin's verdict. But, what the heck, we didn't really mind. The story line was okai la.


9 plus, 3 of us, not sure what we wanna do next.


Mr So-full-of-shit-and-very-very-crappy wanted to eat chocs, so off to Carrefour we went. *La la la la la la, la la la la la...* (Music: The Smurfs)


All of a sudden, i was hit by a very very strong craving for something alcoholic, i nearly fell over. So i suggested we get some drinks. -cheeky smile- We spent a hell of a long time deciding. Because Mr So-full-of-shit-and-very-very-crappy had so much to say about any given topic or scenario. And Ms You-crap-with-me-and-i-will-get-right-back-at-ya was laughing so hard she almost had an accident. Almost. Mr Both-of-you-so-crappy-i-also-wanna-crap just made things worse. Wahahah..


We left the place with 5 minutes to spare to closing time, 3 cans of something alcoholic and 2 boxes of koala chocolate biscuits. Yummy!!


We found a relatively obscure area outside PS and first, impromptu photo taking session. Idiots, geeking around. Clashing of cans, sipping, burping, thumb wrestling, hooting, fat jokes, red faces, jaw aches, faked kissing, belly aches, and a whole lot of silliness!!! LMAO


I reached home after midnight and i was still smiling.


Even now. (that was before Blogger screwed me *bah*)





PS: Will upload pix later, my camera battery is drained.


I will never go to Westcoast Park again!!! I've got more then 20 sandfly bites, and they itch like hell!! I'm practically tearing my skin off, scratching like crazy. *GRrrr*


Today was a good day. It was one of the rare feel-good-days i get. Yesterday as well. I'm happy. (Or i was until Blogger fucked up)



I don't feel so good now. It's my friggin face again. Damnz. Outbreaks should be banned. If only the gahmen would ban it. Then they will have to provide subsidised or free skin treatments! Woo hoo!!

Haiz.. Dream on..


-0blique still pissed about the lost entry-

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L'argent fait le monde aller le rond ? *Long entry*

Fuck Fuck Fuck!!!! My damn fucking long entry!!! Dammit!


Yes, once again i have been screwed by Blogger. Just when i was starting to trust it again.



and it was a really long entry.


Really really long.


I'm seriously pissed.

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Attendre le temps pour passer

I shall be digging up some old photographs of older events soon.


Like the "company dinner", assorted architechtural shots, and some nonsensical thingies.


For now, I'm just enjoying the cool weather. Heez..



Met up with Vivian just now. The babe drove down to pick me up, then we went to Westcoast Park. Had a nice long chat with her =)


It's so nice to be able to drive around at night. With a friend. Shiok!! Hehehe..



It makes me think about my own situation. When am i going to take up motorbike lessons again? Will i really be brave enough to venture on the roads even if i do get my license? Haiz..


After wasting $150 the first time round, i have to make sure if i do take it up again, i will do better. *Grrr*


The instructors told me to go and learn how to cycle properly before going back again.. Wahaha.. Yes, i can't even cycle properly, and don't have the time to learn.. *bah*


My posts have been getting shallower.. Maybe it's because i try not to think too much or too hard. I haven't been using my brain much..


Yes, i have finally graduated! I got the letter in the mail a few days ago. Mixed feelings, the acadamic transcript came with it. And my GPA is a fucking 1.9+

Dammit! Looking back, i have so many regrets.. Skipping classes, labs, not doing assignments, getting debarred, never studying, stupid stupid stupid. I know that i am at least a B average student. If i had just put in a little effort to go to class.

Me being me, screwed up my second chance. I'm ecstatic about getting my diploma, but sorely disappointed with my grades.

I can't believe that i actually got a C for my project, even tho i did not hand up the final report. Sometimes, I'm so darn lucky..

I always take it for granted..


Anywayz, have to go back to my attachment company tommorrow. Get my last meagre paycheck.. At least i will have a little bit more to tide me over.. -grinz-


Attendre le temps pour passer..


I'm going to rewatch my fav foreign films soon.. *Yay*

Btw guys, if you see Tokyo Eyes on DVD in stores, please let me know!!

Friday, October 14, 2005

Mon français suce (Was *My face obtains me down below*) Damnz, what was i thinking?

I didn't get to work today.


Because, Xueying's boss insisted that she had to do a face-to-face interview with me 1st.


Understandable, but disappointing.


So anywayz, XY asked me to go down for the interview today. There's another job starting next week.


I woke up, bathed and looked at myself in the mirror. EEK!!!


Dammit! My face had gotten worse. How can i go for an interview when i feel that i look like shit? So, no go..


Will be going down on monday instead. Hopefully, this is the last time i will have to change the day. Hopefully, my face clears up by then.. Please...

Thursday, October 13, 2005

Je me sens laid

ARGH!!! Dammit!!!


Had an interview today, which i was planning to go for.. But in the end, i didn't. Why?????


Coz my fucking face was breaking out in spots. Damn shitz.. No one will wanna hire me looking like this.


I think my skin is far too sensitive. Abit of dust or dirt, BAM WHAM! got rash or spots.


But thankfully Huiling's friend was understanding enough, so she sent me a form to fill out instead. Just had to attach my picture and IC pix. Thank you Xueying!


So i may have to start work tommorrow. Hopefully my face will get better by then *cross fingers*


Haiz.. i didn't take much of a break leiz.. Even tho this gig will only be for a week or more, i didn't even rest a week. Haiz.. Guess you just have to make some sacrifices la.


As we Singaporeans like to say, No money, no talk.


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Photographie: Une image peint mille mots


Photolog: The easier way to say more, without needing to say much..


Pictures of events may not be recent..

Derive your own conclusions or meanings from the images.





Un endroit de confort
From my collection of Beautiful Architechture. *Architechtural Angles*





Before Club Momo..





My Blardy Disgusting leg..





Les amitiés, à jamais ? ou un instant ?
The people who alleviated some of my pain during the 3 months of "torture"





Reina *1st try at Modding*
Skirt and legs : Sis
Hair and Top : Me


I can't seem to find many of my older pictures. Alot of pictures seem to be missing..


Anywayz, that concludes tonight's photolog.. More to come another time.


I love Picasa and Hello. Thank you Suyin!


Did i mention that i received an SMS to say i have graduated??

OMG!! I am so so happy!! Finally, i have a diploma to my name..

Now to find a job that i will like, and pays well.. =/



All images were taken by author. Do not duplicate, steal or try to pass it off as your own. (Unless i agree la..)




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Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Le premier jour du reste de ma vie

I feel weird....


My third day of freedom, and i feel weird....


It's like, i don't what to do with so much time on my hands.


I know i promised to meet up with some people soon, but i can't bring myself to arrange anything.


I'm a bad friend..


Today, i woke up, not knowing what time it was.

I got out of bed, washed my face, brushed my teeth.

Got my breakfast (Cranberry bread, almond biscuits, Instant Mee Suah with Nor hiang) Ate a huge load, took some vitamins, read abit and stoned.

Finally, i decided to check the time...

13:06

Here i was, thinking that i had wasted most of the day away. It makes me wonder. what time did i actually get up?



So many hours left to kill. I decided, it's about time i blogged. (Lucky for me, my sis went to take a nap)


Here I am, not fully aware of what i should be doing. Writing about inconsequential stuff.


Feeling very weird....


Maybe it's coz i have become used to the daily grind, and now that it's gone, i'm still on autopilot.

Wellz, i don't give a damn.. as long as I'm happy. It's about time..


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Monday, October 10, 2005

La beauté de Architechture


Inspired by my Uncle. *Thank you for showing me Beauty*



I have finally completed my attachment. The first day of slacking for me.


Life is good.

I met up with my babe earlier. Suyin, you are such a dear.. Thanks for the bracelet =) and yes, we must go dancing soon baby!

I always feel perkier after meeting up with my babe. She is just such a wonderful friend to have.. Anywayz, thanks babe for all your support.


Lots and lots of stuff to update, but i realise that even tho i'm not working, i still have so so much to do.


To friends i have neglected during this painful period (Which actually got alot better at the end, i actually miss the place abit) I will be contacting you shortly.. Lolx


A long photolog will be coming up soon. Maybe tonight, if my bro doesn't use the com =)


I am back!! Yippee!!! Hooray!!!



P/s: I'm looking for roadshow jobs to earn some moolah to tide me over. Til i find a full time job in Nov. Any lobangs will be greatly appreciated!!

-0blique out-

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