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Thursday, June 29, 2006

Where is my money?!!

Dammit! Still haven pay me.


I need the money!! Shit shit shit!!

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Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Brain Dead....

Seriously brain dead.



Was helping my sister with her assignment the whole night.. 9 hours straight!! Argh!!! Feeling so doped up now.



But since it was 7 plus in the morning, and baby made a silly mistake, I decided to help his character level abit.


Darn it, I died (-10%) Had to take a freaking long time to cover up and add 10% more. I'm too nice =/



My head feels like it weighs a ton, or two.. And I'm getting cross-eyed!! Ergh ergh ergh..



Well, i think i did a very good job helping my sis.. *Grinz*



Eat and sleep..


Ciao

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Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Now you know my name... Not..


(My real name) --

[noun]:

A master blogger



How will you be defined in the dictionary?




Is this a sign??


Please let it be a good job, and if it is.. let me get it..


Crossing my fingers and praying real hard


Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Dentalphobia??

Just got back from a dental appointment. Argh!! Now i know why lots of people dread going to see the dentist *Dentalphobia?* The Dr. was great! But i hate the grinding sound and the threat of choking to death on my own saliva! *Ergh



Seriously, I can't breathe through my nose properly when my mouth is wide open! I kept trying to swallow and felt like I was choking to death! I even tried not to breathe.. Not that it helped or anything *duh* And i was petrified of getting lockjaw. So my nice nice dentist had to keep asking me to open wider. Is that how a pelvic examination feels like too?? *cringes*




He told me that the stupid tooth which has been giving me trouble since last year, is severely decayed! So I just have to wait and see if it can recover by itself after getting patched. *Cries* Should have gone to see a dentist first thing, when my filling fell out. Grrrr



And i totally forgot to ask him about braces!!! Stupid stupid stupid! *Bangs head against the wall*



My next appointment is in Sept.. What a long long wait =(



Since i have yet to recover from my "illness" I was feeling really down and hungry. What did I do? I pigged-out!! Nuggets, Large fries, Ebi Rice Burger and large MilkTea. Yes.. All for me, and i ate every last crumb.. *Fat fat fat



I still have 6 mini croissants, 4 mini Ham & Cheese rolls and 2 regular size Rainbow sprinkled, chocolate covered Donuts!!!! That's for supper =p



Morbid Obesity, here i come... *Shudders*



Sorry friends for my temporary isolation. I'm still feeling like crap, even my baby has not been able to get me to meet him. Will let y'all know when i come out of quanrantine.

I'm just under the weather now. No terminal illness la..

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Saturday, June 17, 2006

You give me Fever...

Why do i not have Cable??!!!



I wanna wanna wanna watch all the matches!! :(







I love LEGO. HyperKewl *Grinz*



I want Channel 27!!! *Gah* No Cable
I am still not well.. I'm sorry baby, I know you miss me... *Sobs*

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Tuesday, June 13, 2006

World Cup Fever..




So Fucking Cool!!!



LEGO SOCCER MANIA!!!


More to come.. =)


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Monday, June 12, 2006

Shyte!

Worried Worried Worried...

I'm praying it's just swollen lymph nodes..


Please God, make it go away...

Saturday, June 10, 2006

Eye Candy

I'm sick of analyzing... I don't wanna think about it, and i hope it will just go away and solve itself. An "ostrich approach", but i don't care anymore.



Thinking so much is getting me nowhere. It's only hurting my head.



Some accessories to take my mind off my problems...








Cool beads. *Yum Yum*



The necklace in the background is abit OTT. But, i guess i can do something else with it..



I am such an accessory junkie!



Spending does make me feel better for awhile.. Until i realise that I'm broke and shouldn't be buying stuff! *Damnz*

I just can't deal with it now. I am so confused and I really do not know what i want. Not anymore..


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Friday, June 02, 2006

The first step, down the path of Self Destruction, has been taken.



Forgive me Father, for I have sinned.



I hate myself.



Thursday, June 01, 2006

How perfect is your life?

[X] You know someone that cares about you. There's always someone, but how much?
[X] You`ve a boyfren/girlfren/fiancee/husband/wife.
[X] You have your own room.
[X] You own a cell phone.
[ ] You get good grades.
[x] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[ ] Your parents are still married. Technically?
[x] You have more than 2 best friends. Best? Maybe close would be a better word
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard. Man... If only.. So freaking hot now!
[ ] You live in a house. I live in a flat

T O T A L: 6

[X] You dress how you want to. Lots of fashion faux pars
[X] You hang out with friends more than once a week. I try to..
[ ] There is a computer/ laptop in your room. I wish
[ ] You have never been beaten up. How about sparring with my guy?
[ ] You never cry more than twice a month. Psssh, but I'm trying to regulate my hormones better. Does that even make sense?
[X] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to. Of course
[ ] Your room is big enough for you. Whose room is ever big enough? I have so much junk
[X] People don't use you for something you have. Coz i got nothing much. Unless you count my winning personality *pukes*
[X] You have been to a concert.
[X] You laugh more than twice a day. Mostly when I'm watching the tube.

T O T A L: 6

[X] You have over 100 friends on friendster. Yay
[X] You have pictures on friendster. Duh
[ ] You get allowance. Not for a long time *Mommy!!!*
[X] You collect something normal. Movie tickets normal?
[ ] People don't make fun of you to be mean. I can only think of one person. You are getting on my nerves. So not funny..
[ ] You look foward to go to school. I wish I still had school to look forward to..
[X] You don't wish you were someone else. I still wanna be me, but prettier and slimmer. *Grinz*
[ ] You play a sport.
[ ] You do something after school.
[X] You shower daily. *doh*

T O T A L: 5

[ ] You own a car.
[X] You usually don't fight with your parent(s). Singular. I try not to
[X] You're healthy. As healthy as a person with such an unhealthy lifestyle can be.
[ ] You've never had a cavity. Curses
[ ] You are happy with your appearance. That's not worth answering. How many people can cross that without a trace of guilt
[ ] You aren't self-consious at all. Um.. Er.. Hmm... *blush*
[ ] You have never got a failing grade in your life. Let me count
[X] You have friends. It will be a sad sad day if I ever don't have them
[X] You have so many inside jokes with friends. But have forgotten most of them
[X] You know your parent(s) care and love you. Ya, but can love a little less please Ma..

T O T A L: 5

[X] You know what is going on in the world. Hmm.. 40%
[X]You care about soo many people That doesn't mean alot of people care about me
[ ] You are happy with your life. *Pui* As happy as an aimless sow can be
[ ] You usually aren't sick. Usually aren't, but recently always.
[X] You know more than one language. A little bit of mandarin can?
[X] You have a screen name. In this day and age, who doesn't have MSN?
[ ] You own a pet. Hammies, not mine tho..
[X] You know the words to more than 5 songs. *rolls eyes*
[X] You don't have many enemies. I don't think so..
[X] You are happy you're living. Sometimes.. It's difficult to be happy if you're dead right?

T O T A L: 7

GRAND TOTAL :29

Now count up the number and multiply by 2.



I can't believe it. My life is perfect by 58%?? How pathetic..


Stupid quiz..


Fuck la.. I'm going to take a cold shower. It's damn sweltering tonight.


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Upside: My new bracelet, a birthday gift from Suyin. *Grinz* And another hat to add to my collection. More bling this time.. Haha



Downside: I hate him because he keeps penetrating my thoughts. I hate myself for thinking about things which I will never want to come to pass.


I am weak.
Trying to be strong.
Faced with temptation.



God give me strength*




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