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Sunday, October 19, 2008

Well, Hello there...


A new pill...



Roaccutane..



Just shows how bad the situation is right now.



What a cute, harmless looking pill... Light pink, Mmmm...




Adverse effects

Increasingly higher dosages will result in higher toxicity, resembling vitamin A toxicity. Adverse drug reactions associated with isotretinoin therapy include:[5]

The following adverse effects have been reported to persist, even after discontinuing therapy: alopecia (hair loss), arthralgias, decreased night vision, inflammatory bowel disease, degenerative disc disease, keloids, bone disease. High dosages of isotretinoin have been reported to cause rosacea (a disease of severe facial skin redness and irritation).

Erectile dysfunction in the form of difficulty in maintaining erection was reported in several patients in a clinical study. The impotence may have been caused by the psychiatric side effects of isotretinoin.[13] Despite this, sexual dysfunction is not acknowledged as a side-effect in the official literature accompanying the medication.

While vitamin E supplements have been advocated by some to reduce the toxicity of high-dose retinoids without reducing drug efficacy, test results have proven this to be false (though no indication of what form of vitamin E was used).[14]

Patients with degerative conditions, such as Muscular Dystrophy, should not take isotretinoin as it may exacerbate and/or accelerate the underlying condition. This may be due to a suspected effect similar to accelerated aging on the skin and tissues of the body, including muscle fibers[citation needed].

Patients receiving isotretinoin therapy are not permitted to donate blood during and for at least one month after discontinuation of isotretinoin therapy due to reported birth defects to unborn children[citation needed].

Patients that get a tattoo while on this medication might get scarring on the tattoed area, and also rejection of the ink[citation needed].

[edit] Teratogenicity (Birth Defects)

Isotretinoin is a teratogen and is highly likely to cause birth defects if taken during pregnancy. A few of the more common birth defects that this drug can cause are hearing and visual impairment, missing earlobes, facial dysmorphism, and mental retardation. Isotretinoin is classified as FDA Pregnancy Category X and ADEC Category X, and use is contraindicated in pregnancy.[6]

The manufacturer recommends that pregnancy be excluded in female patients two weeks prior to commencement of isotretinoin, and that they should use effective contraception (sometimes two simultaneous forms are recommended) at least one month prior to commencement, during, and for at least one month following isotretinoin therapy.[15]

In the U.S. more than 2,000 women have become pregnant while taking the drug between 1982 and 2003, with most pregnancies ending in abortion or miscarriage. About 160 babies with birth defects were born. Consequently, the iPLEDGE program was introduced by the U.S. Food and Drug Administration on 12 August 2005 in an attempt to ensure that female patients receiving isotretinoin do not become pregnant – as of 1 March 2006, only prescribers registered and activated in iPLEDGE are able to prescribe isotretinoin, and only patients registered and qualified in iPLEDGE will be able to have isotretinoin dispensed.

[edit] Depression

Several studies have suggested a possible link between isotretinoin and clinical depression.[16][17] However, no conclusive evidence has been produced. Despite this, the argument that isotretinoin caused depression and suicide has won a few lawsuits, and is partially responsible for the strict control of the drug, especially in the United States. Various case reports of depression, suicidal ideation, suicide attempt, and suicide in patients treated with isotretinoin have been reported to the U.S. FDA Adverse Events Reporting System, with 431 cases reported between 1982 and May 2001 – of these 37 patients had committed suicide.[18] While analyses have suggested an association between isotretinoin therapy and depression, no causal relationship has been established and further studies are required.[19][20]

Studies have shown that patients with acne, the population group eligible to receive isotretinoin therapy, have an increased risk of clinical depression compared with the general population.[21][22] Chee Hong describes Isotretinoin-related depression as "an idiosyncratic side-effect", claiming, often anxiety can bring on acne and depression, creating more anxiety.[23] Correspondingly, treatment of severe acne with isotretinoin has been shown to reduce anxiety and depression, for tests have shown acne to be a main depressant in most tested patients' lives.[24][25]

One study utilising positron emission tomography (PET) showed functional brain imaging changes in patients treated with isotretinoin, however the clinical relevance of this finding is unclear.[26]

U.S. Representative Bart Stupak (D-MI) is known for his distrust of Accutane. He believes unadvertised psychological side effects from the drug drove his teenage son, Bartholomew Thomas "B.J" Stupak Jr., to commit suicide in 2000.

[edit] Psychological effects

In addition to possible anxiety, several studies have shown that male patients taking isotretinoin show increased sensitivity to testosterone, and related psychological effects such as unusual irritability, over-inflated self-confidence and increased sexual desire. It should be noted that none of these symptoms have been known to last more than one month after the end of the treatment. Am J Psychiatry 2007;122(5):996-67. PMID 16363402

[edit] Crohn's Disease and Ulcerative colitis

Several scientific studies have posited that isotretinoin is a probable cause of Crohn's Disease and Ulcerative colitis in some individuals. Three cases in the United States have gone to trial thus far, with all three resulting in multi-million dollar judgments against the makers of isotretinoin; there are an additional 425 cases pending. -- Taken from Wikipedia


I had to sign a consent form for this drug.

I really pray that it will work and hopefully the side effects will be minimal.

Hurricanes are named after me.
I am strong. I am tempestuous.
I am the calm of Audrey Hepburn.
Before the storm of Charlie's Angel.
I may not be able to read maps sometimes.
But at least I can ask for directions.
I love shoes, one pair is never enough.
I can do everything Fred Astaire did.
Backwards and in high heels.

I am a woman, hear me roar.

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Thursday, September 18, 2008

Imma druggie


My Little Pharmacy. Always in my bag





Buncha' new drugs from the Doc




Sick and tired...


I have been getting sick on and off for so many weeks.



My body is pathetically weak and abused.
Late nights, junk food, cigerettes and of course the killer, stress.



Another victim of the dreaded F-virus.



To top things off, I had some sorta allergic(?) reaction about 3 weeks ago, which resulted in a atrocious breakout of zits on my chin.




No... not a breakout, an infestation. Literally a warzone right on my chin and forehead. 3 weeks later and I'm still sadly losing the battle.




Thus, I decided to take a leap of hope and spend a whooping $460.


Utterly broke and miserable.



I have drained my banks and my self-esteem is at an all time low.




Fatter and fatter, new clothes no longer comfort me.


Hurricanes are named after me.
I am strong. I am tempestuous.
I am the calm of Audrey Hepburn.
Before the storm of Charlie's Angel.
I may not be able to read maps sometimes.
But at least I can ask for directions.
I love shoes, one pair is never enough.
I can do everything Fred Astaire did.
Backwards and in high heels.

I am a woman, hear me roar.

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Monday, September 03, 2007

Some pics, some rants, some stuff la..

Due to my overwhelming obssession with Transformers recently. I have sadly neglected many things. My friends, oppa, my body, face. My financial planning, etc etc..



But so difficult to stop ne!!!



Getting my Rodimus tomorrow, finally!! But have to hunt down a Convoy + Melissa again, coz Galvin don't wanna sell to me le :(



Anyways, got my Robot Heroes Movie wave from gal today as well. *Burn a small hole in my pocket*



Wah, I'm so pissed again lor. Didn't get my OT pay for July, again. Last month, didn't get for June. This month, June was included, but no July OT. Baka baka baka.



So money is really really tight. But tomorrow bringing my mama and sis for GNO (Girls' Night Out) on me.



Thank God Anu spoke to the agency and they promised to bank in the OT by this Saturday.
Seriously need the extra money to live on this month.



Another fucking depressing news, went to NSC today. Before I could even sit down, the doc told me "Have to put you back on antibiotics"



Sian... He said that my face very bad again. HAVE to take antibiotics to cure coz the creams are not working.



Grrrrreat!! I so wanted to lose abit of weight before oppa's sister's ROM this month. Now, I will gain weight instead. Grrrrrrr *bah*




You people with good skin, count your blessings, It really really sucks to have skin problems. -_-

It also sucks to have a mega huge pimple on your chest and having to cover it with a band-aid coz your necklace keeps brushing it. At work, your colleagues think it's a love bite. You prove them wrong, and they go "Eeeeee, why so big!"
That's why I covered it up in the first place ne.. -_-""""




Some pictures...

Black and White
*Lighting not so good la*



Me heart Ice Cream & Chocolate Fondue
*yummy*



My newest accessory
*Rodium Bracelet*



My Beautiful Hybrid THS-02B



and Hybrid THS-02



Tres Cool!!




My little piece of Transformers at work.
Robot Heroes ^-^V



New addition to the family.
Mei mei got them from Jap Fair



Tralalalala... Alot of people asking me to take pictures of my collection thus far.
But no proper display cabinet leiz.. Wait ok, have patience... :D



Really need to get the Optimus vs Ravage Robot Heroes to complete my collection :(



Hope I can get my paws on an Ultra Magnus Sports Label, titanium and Revoltech.



Ai! Ai! Ai! So many things, so little money.



Wanna take Jap classes and dance classes asap too! *bangs head against the wall*

Hurricanes are named after me.
I am strong. I am tempestuous.
I am the calm of Audrey Hepburn.
Before the storm of Charlie's Angel.
I may not be able to read maps sometimes.
But at least I can ask for directions.
I love shoes, one pair is never enough.
I can do everything Fred Astaire did.
Backwards and in high heels.

I am a woman, hear me roar.

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Wednesday, July 04, 2007

Finally!!!!!!



I have connection!!!!



Arigatoo Jennifer-chan. *grinz*

I feel much better now.



Miscellenous photos, zaniness, food and vanity

My new leggings from TW
I love the hem, so cute




Agnes's going away gift to the desk
Yummy!!



Bite the Muffin contest which I coerced my colleagues to participate in *grinz*






Dinner @ Mussell Guys with Cute Mama
Grilled Tuna, Sweet & Sour Fish, Mushroom Soup








I love love love cheese fries and Hotdogs!






2nd Doughnut Run





Dumplings that Pearly gave me.




Flat paos, so funny!





As you can tell, I really like my food!!



It does wonders for my figure... NOT!!



Off to consume my MOS chilli dog. Ho ho ho..



PS: My complexion is terrible, i have huge zits on my chin. Huge!!! They are forming a colony and trying to take over my face.
As of now, they are succeeding very easily. :(

Hurricanes are named after me.
I am strong. I am tempestuous.
I am the calm of Audrey Hepburn.
Before the storm of Charlie's Angel.
I may not be able to read maps sometimes.
But at least I can ask for directions.
I love shoes, one pair is never enough.
I can do everything Fred Astaire did.
Backwards and in high heels.

I am a woman, hear me roar.

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Saturday, November 18, 2006

Baby Steps and Depression

I've got this mega huge cystic acne spot!


It's making me very very depressed and I had to cancel a dinner with my baby today.



It was horrible having to go to work with this huge, red, angry looking spot. I felt so conspicuous and scrutinized by everyone. Especially going to and fro from work. On the LRTs and buses, i just felt like all anyone could see would be that ugly red cystic spot! *bah*


Hopefully I can get a shot for it tommorrow. *crossing my fingers*



Anyways, been quite busy with work and all. Tired, tired, tired.



Still have reservations about the job but I will do my best and see how it goes. I'm still a temp, not sure when I will get converted. =/



Waiting for Uncle Wee to pass me the photos of the farewell dinner for the temps last friday.

I love DSLRs. Love, love, love them...



Oh ya, I'm going Genting!!! Yay! Baby steps... *grinz*


Hurricanes are named after me.
I am strong. I am tempestuous.
I am the calm of Audrey Hepburn.
Before the storm of Charlie's Angel.
I may not be able to read maps sometimes.
But at least I can ask for directions.
I love shoes, one pair is never enough.
I can do everthing Fred Astaire did.
Backwards and in high heels.

I am a woman, hear me roar.

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