~Worries~

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More Pix!!

Yoz!!! finalli dragged myself off my big fat butt to get e cable frm my rm.. juz so tt i cn dl my pix into my com.. lolx.. Here goes nothing..



My babe went Genting n got me this cute cute mug.. lolx.. *Sho cute*



This Hp accessory is oso frm him.. n elephant encased within!! E cross was frm my mama long long ago.. but i stil love it!



Hearts & Stars collection of glass stones.. not mine tho.. *pwetty pwetty*



THis Beautiful bear is even taller den mi!!!! *WOw*

Some misc pix



My bro, performin at e Mosiac thingy!! Bass guitarist *Cool eh!*



MY Gold Napfa Badge!!! It's true.. i din bluff anybody.. lolx.. alot of ppl cant believe it. *FLashes badge ard* ^Show off^ Wahahahaha =p

Okai, i promise i will try harder to post my pix when i get them.. lolx

the 1st day of the rest of my life

My baby juz got baq frm genting yest. Hehehehe~~ Bought 4 mi small cute stuff!! Cute cute hp thingy n a penguin cup.. lolx!! Well, he lost.. big time.. His "Theory of Gambling" din wrk.. but i'll leave that for another time..

Neeway, i had a tiff wif a gd fren today.. Haiz.. Partially my fault of coz.. But still, sumtimes cant help being infuriated! All relationships muz be nurtered.. We have made up.. but e resentment will always stay for a time.. den after awhile u forget, until e next time.. and there will always be a next time i can grarentee tt.. But anyhoo.. since it's over n done with.. no point draggin it out again..

Sorry gal, for blowing my top.. but u noe mi, n hw i feel abt stuff like tt.. *hugz*

Off to spend sum quality time wif my babe *hopefully*

Gone.....

Haiz... feelin so down.. n super achy!!! Lolx.. i went 4 napfa on fri, despite not havin exercised since sec sch days. i went all out.. coz i wanted to c wher my fitness level was.. Boy was i disappointed!! i mean, i could do all e stuff.. but my stamina was non-existant man. e 2.4km run showed mi juz hw physically unfit i was. e 1st round i oredi wanted to collapse!! hahaha.. but i persevered, n altho i got Gold *Yippee!* i noe tt im so so weak as compared to b4.

Tt doesnt make mi wanna get off my fat butt tho.. lolx!!! n im payin 4 it dearly... all my muscles screamin in protest everytime i wanna sit or stand.. or go down stairs!!!! Killer!!!

My Babe has gone to Genting as well.. missin him oredi.. so sad.. But hope he enjoys himself e nxt few days.. while i rot at hm.. hehehe

Ltr...

Pix

Got a few new things recently.. actualli not so recent la.. hehehehe

My Pinky Ring *18k rosegold*

Actualli ordered and paid 4 it b4 i was broke.. lolx

Pink Floral Belt *Nice nice*

Chocolate Fondue *Yummilicious!!*

Mon, after my bro's perf @ e esplanade, my Unc gave us a treat =) Thnx Unc!!!

Random Gal

A sketch i did more den a week ago, aft a long time of nt drawing
so i promised tt i wld put up pix, n i did hur.. lolx
More in e future lohx

Cheerio

Shucks

My com is gng on a strike again... coz of e win disc, i lost my bookmarks.. n its so laggy!!! luckily i oredi burned my stuff b4hand.

He's gng genting on mon.. Haiz.... i'll miss him... hehehe.. too bad i couldnt go as well... my passport's expired n my mama (dun say le).. i definitely wanna go overseas this hols, if possible.. even genting i oso dun mind. n after i grad i wanna go HK, Taiwan n Japan. Have to wrk n save up first tho...

So anyway, i watched Troy on DVD yest.. one of the highlites "Brad Pitt's Naked Butt" LOLx No no no... ya, they did show it, but nothing that fantastic, juz quite nice,, hehehehe *Leers* But Eric Bana, "Hector", looked realli gd.. n "Paris", Orlando Bloom, oso not bad la.. "Archilles", Brad was juz rough and muscular...

The part which spoilt it 4 mi was becoz i was too observant. Near e end when e city of Troy was being destroyed, there were lotsa ppl runnin in panic. n i notice 1 of the "extras" smiling widely as she was running. Obviously she was so so happy to b an extra in this grt movie, but what a spoiler tt was 4 mi. it reminded mi tt everything was staged n acted, not real at all.. lolx. u gt e disc? 2:22:30+ ard ther.. hehehehe

Was juz thinkin, was e wrd destroy derived frm Troy? e downfall of Troy. so frm den on when ppl wanted to say sumtime was erm.. broken totally, they said des-troyed?? lolx.. juz wondering..

-HoRRiFic!!!!-

OMG! i juz saw one of e most horrific things i have ever seen in my 21 yrs!!! It's extremely extremely cold-blooded n cruel!!!!! Horrible horrible. E Atrocities tt is inflicted on animals juz becoz they cant fight baq!!! So grosque!!!

Do not watch if u have a weak stomach.

http://hk.geocities.com/blood1213/fur.html

*Notti Notti

Haiz.. din manage to make it 4 lecture again..... but i gt Luke to help mi sign. hehehehe~ *THnk u Luke* e 1st n onli "fren" i've made this sem, due to my absentism n my anti-socialness.. hehehe..

Mayb gonna catch my bro's band performance @ the esplanade tonite... Mayb... i dun wanna miss "Desperate Housewives" tho. lolx.. i noe i noe, but i like e show.. it's funny n very entertaining.. not all angst n hormonal teenagers like most "soaps" or sitcoms nwadays.. i like e OC n Gilmore Girls juz fine too tho.. hahahaha^

i gotta a tutorial ltr, n i better not b late 4 tt man.. once again.. Thank you Luke, ur a lifesaver!!!

Gettin there.... Slowly.... *Another NonPleaser*

Pheew^ I juz did 3 e-quizes.. lolx.. realli cracked my brain man.. i got 66%, 70% n 60% hehehe~~ nothin fantastic.. but i did it all own my own.. n dammit, e text is shit man.. cant find e answers!!!

So now im takin a break.. juz happens tt "Crime WAtch" or sumting, is on TV.. Ch version.. lolx... so i dun understand much of it.. But its on the case of e 14 yr old hu got beaten up 4 17 days..

omg!!! altho its juz a reenactment, but they were animals!!!!!! They beat her up 4 so many days, but tt wasnt enuff. they forced her to do all those realli sadistic stuff.. like shaggin their dog, n what nots. Burnin her, sexually abusin her wif various objects, forcin her to do all those deprave acts!! They hit her with metal rods n poured boiling water on her. can u believe that ther are actualli such ppl in our midst. No.. wat is worse is that they are teenagers. and they did this to a girl their age. those bastards n bitches. Deserve to rot in hell n have all tt they inflicted on others, inflicted on themselves 100-fold. Granted, the gal was so so dumb not to have gone home or tried to get help. But those youths were sadistic and beyond humane. They couldnt have more to totally destroy e gal.

It juz sickens me that e mother of the bitches (whose home e gal was tortured in, single parent family) obviously knew that sumting was goin on.. but she chose to ignore it. n e poor gal was left to b abused by the bitches and their bfs 4 17 days. even e youngest sister (11yrs) helped..

Well, all of them got sentences.. but i feel it was totally too lenient. so young oredi so evil... its scary tt ther r actualli children like that.. haiz.. Sum say its coz of the home life.. but i feel its no excuse. lots of ppl have of ppl have it worse, but they turn out gd..

my mum was watchin it with me.. den she starts gettin on my case abt gng to fren'z places n all. Dammit!!! e gal was stupid enuff to go to a gal's hm coz they lived ard e same area n went to e same sch. I dun do tt!! n im old enuff to judge if my frenz r trustworthy or not. n i realli did not appreciate her implyin tt the ppl i call frenz may turn out different.. I noe she juz wanna caution me.. but im do not appreciate it at all! hmph!!! *Grrrr*

Oww..

Had a heck of a headache last nite man. kept mi up 4 hrs coz it wouldnt let up!

could onli get to sleep at 5 plus...

Hope its nt a tumor =/ im abit of a hypochrondriac, in case u haven noticed.

gonna catch "Hide n Seek"

Later Gator...

Bad Hair Day

Got damn bad cramps, feeling realli lethargic as usual.. n veri tired.. this is e 1st week i went 4 almost all my classes n im so so drained.. lolx n it's super taxing on my pocket as well.. coz im always late, so gotta grab a cab to sch instead.

Juz noticed tt my previous entry was not published, dammit!!! i guess coz halfway publishin my page hang.. haiz haiz.. but im too lazy n tired to retype.. it was sparked by vanessa's comment, n a continuation of e casino thingy.. so i'll juz do tt another day ba..

tml no sch 4 mi.. Yay!!!! mayb gng out wif my mummy.. hehehehe~ if nt, i'll juz stay at home and wallow in laziness *winkz*

Neeway, e weather is wreakin havoc on my hair!! it's all frizzy n "lionesh" haiz... ^I wan silky smooth hair^ *cross fingers*

Pix will b up as soon as i can drag my lazy ass to plug in my cam to my com to upload.. hehehehe

-Bloated-

Feelin super bloated and lethargic..

my stomach hurts like hell again. muz b gng to b tt time of e mth.. life sux at e moment.

gotta go sch today, tts y im up so early.. haiz.. but feelin damn damn tired....

will post sum new pix when i got e time.

tryin to be a gd student will realli cut into my bloggin time man...

On a more serious note

ok ok.. i noe, im gettin abit lazy regardin my bloggin.. it's like, thru out e day, ther r so many moments tt i wld wanna blog abt.. but lil' ole mi doesnt have a pda or wateva, so i cant do it on e spot.. so as i proceed to wards e end of my day, wif lotsa lil' moments piling up, i finalli reach hm.. n den... i juz feel so so tired.. n decide to blog e nxt day instead... hehehe.. ya, lazy me..

but actualli nt much has been happenin, besides e debarment bits, n what nots..
well, was juz readin a msg frm a fren, n im so envious!!! she's takin dance classes under Xue gao frm Music Forest!!! n she's in e intermediate, secondary level or sumting.. i juz feel so so envious.. coz i have been wantin to take classes for gdness noes hw long. im sure most of u have heard me whinging abt it at one time or another.. lolx..

so e class she is takin sounds realli great.. guez i had better try to save up sum money quick. b4 my bones get too stiff n i get too fat!!!

another thing is.. e decision of e govt to set up a casino..

ok, im not a gambling person. i understand e thrill in puttin a bet on sumting, n hopin to win.. but i dun understand y ppl wld wanna do it all e time. e.g those uncles at kranji evry few days on race day, football fanatic gamblers, etc..

even durin CNY, i dun relish losin my hard-earned (very tirin to smile e whole day n go here go ther to bai nian u noe) hong bao money on a frivolous bet. yes, winning is great.. but i guess im juz a overly cautious tight-fisted bitch den..

so anyway, when ther started to have rumours of a casino, i was like "WHat!!!" n i started sprewing all e rubbish abt temptation 4 e greedy, n lots of ppl will get into debts, and start borrowin frm loansharks, etc.. but its not all rubbish. i have personally gone thru e hell of a family crisis. i guess, my mama actualli sheltered us alot, but u cn still rem it. i dun wan e next generation of kids gng thru tt n much worse. n a casino will bring exactly tt!

at 1st, they seem to give us a choice. ther were votes n polls n debates. but it was all a bunch of monkey crap. my theory is tt, more n more ppl started protesting n was against e idea. so juz very recently PM Lee went on e record to say tt ther is no choice in this matter at all. no votin, nothin.. it's all decided by what e govt thinks is best. *which is obviously not e ppls' views. so it's shit. 10 bidders oredi. ther never ever was a choice 4 us.

i realli m vehemently against it. coz i cant help but envision all e hard core gamblers flockin to this place, isnt genting near enuff?? n e many households tt may be torn apart when bankruptcy occurs, n e creditors come knockin.. or worse still, loan sharks.

haiz.. but what can one lil' voice do?? nothin nothin.. juz complain abt e unfairness of it all. it's nt tt when it is ready, i wun b curious to see hw it is. if i had e money ($100 4 entry?) i might juz go check it out 4 e fun of it. but tts juz it, to mi it's fun. to many others, it may become a livelihood.

Nuff said

^ArgH^

im at e top of 2 debarment lists. u noe y? coz i onli have to 2 modules this sem.. =/ i've been a bad bad gal, nt gng to sch at all. nt studyin 4 tests. nt even turnin up 4 tests. y m i so stupid ? *smacks myself* its nt e 1st time, n yst.. i still do it again n again.. but nw, i wanna turn over a new leaf.. lolx. i muz go to go, on time, all e time. (if i dun i will get debarred)

neeway, it was on tues tt i found out i was on 1 debarment list. so i had to go see e module coodinator (MC). to see him abt e lab test i missed as well.. n he is juz a weird, but nice guy. e whole while.. he was punctuating his "speech" with a veri irriteting kinda laugh. a cross between a giggle n a snigger.. yuks!!! lolx.. it realli started to get on my nerves e 50th time. but i had to smile baq at him n pretend tt it was funni. well, i couldnt jump over e desk n grab him n start poundin his head on e table. screamin "SHut up! stop laughin!" n not stop til he goes limp. rite? not tt i din think of it.. lolx but i gave him a realli gd impression, n he kept sayin.. "u seen like such a gd student, n i 've got a veri gd impression of u. but it doesnt match with the results u got, n ur attendence" *duh* understatement of e yr.. hehehe so basically, im at e top of his list, n he will be monitorin mi this nxt few wks. i had better make sure i do go,

so anyway, ltr on i've gt a re-labtest n retest 4 e common tests which i din go 4. i haven prepared yet..haiz.. but im hopin i wun procrastinate too much.. so i can get to sch earlier n ask my fren to teach mi.

suddenly feel tt i dun have much time 4 anything....

sh!t

Okai.. i din go to sch again.. haiz.. n my mentor was like callin mi upteem times, so i finalli decided to ans.. gettin another warnin letter, was threatened with debarment *again*. so i have to seriously make an effort to get off my fat lazy ass n drag myself to sch. if not 4 the intellectual stimulation, 4 e sake of attendence.. lolx..

nw im tryin my damnest to learn abit of MAthlab 4 my lab test tml.. but im such n idiot!!! e ans was starin baq at mi e whole time, onli nw did i c it (aft clickin here n ther, edit this n tt, 4 more den an hr) *doh* n im still at e 1st lab..

^DEar lord Jesus, Pls wake mi up n get mi outta bed tml morning. so tt i will be on time 4 e first lab i would b attendin so far.^

If i dun go again, prolly be instant debarment.. KNN!! shucks.. i onli have myself to blame *i noe i noe*

Go 4 a =Q den have to go baq to slaving over my Mathlab again. Im so not an IT mathematician!! =\