^ArgH^

im at e top of 2 debarment lists. u noe y? coz i onli have to 2 modules this sem.. =/ i've been a bad bad gal, nt gng to sch at all. nt studyin 4 tests. nt even turnin up 4 tests. y m i so stupid ? *smacks myself* its nt e 1st time, n yst.. i still do it again n again.. but nw, i wanna turn over a new leaf.. lolx. i muz go to go, on time, all e time. (if i dun i will get debarred)

neeway, it was on tues tt i found out i was on 1 debarment list. so i had to go see e module coodinator (MC). to see him abt e lab test i missed as well.. n he is juz a weird, but nice guy. e whole while.. he was punctuating his "speech" with a veri irriteting kinda laugh. a cross between a giggle n a snigger.. yuks!!! lolx.. it realli started to get on my nerves e 50th time. but i had to smile baq at him n pretend tt it was funni. well, i couldnt jump over e desk n grab him n start poundin his head on e table. screamin "SHut up! stop laughin!" n not stop til he goes limp. rite? not tt i din think of it.. lolx but i gave him a realli gd impression, n he kept sayin.. "u seen like such a gd student, n i 've got a veri gd impression of u. but it doesnt match with the results u got, n ur attendence" *duh* understatement of e yr.. hehehe so basically, im at e top of his list, n he will be monitorin mi this nxt few wks. i had better make sure i do go,

so anyway, ltr on i've gt a re-labtest n retest 4 e common tests which i din go 4. i haven prepared yet..haiz.. but im hopin i wun procrastinate too much.. so i can get to sch earlier n ask my fren to teach mi.

suddenly feel tt i dun have much time 4 anything....