My Life in a nutshell
Is such a bore!!(Refer to title of post) Yes, again i was late. 10.50am. lolx And when i stepped into the lab Jon starts to say.. "wah, new record man," etc etc.. hehehe
I think if i do go on time, they will be even more surprised.
So anyway, My life in a nutshell ya. Basically, this past week i spend my time doing crap nothing, zilch.. An average day goes like this
7 am _-_ Woken by my hp alarm blasting "Wo yao fei" coz it's the noisiest ring tone i have. Laze in bed, tossing and turning. Periodically looking at the time to see how late i will be.
8.30-9 am _-_ Wozzily get up and out of bed when nature calls. lolx
8.50-9.20 am _-_ Have had a nice hot bath and getting ready for school. Looking for breakfast even tho i'm already half an hour late. Then i make my way to school.
10.30-10.50 am _-_ Reach school, not looking forward to a day of mindless wasting my time.
Aye, yes it's seems super long winded, so i shall gloss over all the extremely *Yawn* boring details.
Throughout the day, i will surf the net, secretly play online games by accessing a forbidden website which allows me to enter more forbidden websites. lolx.. I try calling my supervisor, who is never around. I watch L'arc en Ciel concert videos. Chat with someone on e-messenger. Eat, take breaks, walk around, smoke and today, i fell asleep! *giggles*
Today was the first day none of my old classmates came to school. I was dreading having to lunch alone and actually considered anorexia not eating. But lucky me to have this nice guy who offered to eat wif me, without me asking. i think it's coz i kept complaining that i was lonely. Pathetic so we went to AMK Mos burger for lunch. Had a nice time just getting to know each other. Coz i think he may be my only lunch kaki. *frownz* I sound like such a lamer. Just so long as he is not interested in me romantically, as he said, we will get along fine. -smiles-
I usually leave earlier, provided that i continually cannot find my supervisor. and after school, i never go home straight.
Generally, i will reach home after midnite or 1 plus. Feeling crappy super tired. Take a bath and try to fall asleep, but only dropping off at like 3-4 am.
I am dying from boredom and routine, albeit slowly, but torturously.
My life is miserable. I am stuck in a rut. I feel that my pathetic little world is closing in on me. It makes me feel like doing fucking stupid, reckless things.
It is dangerous.
3 Comments:
Tell me about it, I feel reckless too haha... I feel violent in fact, feel like breaking things and smashing my hand... Feel like not giving a shit until my end comes.
But I guess the problem is, we care too much yeah? Hand in there babe, life is only as bad as we want it to be *hugz*
I will be on leave from 2-16 next month. Hope I can get to catch up with you babe, msg me okie? Take care my dear, always keep your chin up:)
Suyin
BAby, we must meet up for a cuppa or something.. HAven seen u in awhile ya.. Hmm.. coz im doin FYP now, so i guess i see when i can make it, den c if ur available ya.. i miss ya gal!
Btw, dun smash ur hand k. Better to smash material possessions.. hehe..
Cya soon! *hugz* back
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